Quaking Earth shattering Revolting And I'm in the middle of it My heart is at least I didn't realize or notice that it got so big able to lumber out of my chest I guess that's ok because I can't do anything about it Just like I couldn't do anything about the fire rising up behind "me" You aren't with me I don't get to hear your laugh anymore Sprinkling down through ivy covered walls You aren't with me I've realized that a lot But I also realize that when I get up in the morning Or in most cases never going to sleep to begin with The moon a lovely Complicit pale lover Never questioning me Never worrying me Listening when I need to talk And instead of telling me what to do Or telling me what I'm doing wrong it just listens I knew it wasn't a mistake when I fell for your pale face It was a mistake when I started liking someone Who's face didn't stay impressively passive when looking at me It was a mistake to fall out of orbit For someone who never wanted to be free From the confines of gravity ToΒ Β come into my sky You know sometimes I can still see your shadow Just out of the corner of my eye The way your hair would fall How your eyes would even enrapture the sun You aren't mine anymore But the sun still deigns to rise And the moon still loves me I can't get back the love and adoration I gave you over the past five years And as I said I still see your shadow sometimes But you aren't mine And that's ok Because even though you never cared About being the meteor that knocked me out of orbit I still cared about you being happy Even when it wasn't with me Even when it isn't with me And each day since I've gotten off of the ground More and more So thanks For the broken insecurities For the things that I never wanted Thanks for submerging me into a vat Made out of stress and emotional pain Thanks For the new sense of orbit And the new outlook And that sometimes Dreams shatter Possibilities shatter But that's ok Because when they shatter The fractures Lead to new doors