I'm more lost and confused then ever before.
I told my sister the plan to move and she had her reservations. The same ones I have.
She thinks I should stay in town and get the one bedroom apartment, and that my dog will be fine.
And then, because we got on the topic of how I deserve better in the relationship department, I told her about him.
I never have before.
I just told her about how I've got a crush and I like him because he asks about our family and makes me believe that not all men are the same.
She was surprisingly understanding,
but mentioned that I should think about that because if I were in love, I wouldn't have a crush. And she's right.
So I brought up how I don't want to go through with this moving plan anymore and I want to change it to my boyfriend and he of course disagreed. He spent the next hour or more texting me and trying to convince me I'm wrong. But now I think even more that I'm right.
Honestly, right now I want to tell him to move in with his friend, I'll move into the one bedroom. Idk who gets the dog, but, I don't want to do what he wants to do, so let's just do what we want separately.