I feel like I need a good, hard cry. Which is odd that I have this feeling of intense loneliness and sadness because I thought I was feeling fine today. But I listened to a podcast about someone's dog dying and how they did everything to save it. And I was tearing up the whole time, thinking about the inevitable day my dog will die and the love I feel for her. But now I feel like crying for another reason, I just don't know what that is.