I hold your brain Even though they call you lame Despite the pain You use me to stay ahead of the game But things have changed I’m getter lighter everyday Instead of books and paper I feel metal inside What could he be doing with maps? And why all the caps? You have changed so now Instead of study hall at 11 We’re at the gun range til 7 I miss our locker so Now all I know Is it takes 9 guns till I blow It doesn’t feel right Where are you going with this? I don’t see a enemy insight But I couldn’t tell if I read what you write Who is this “they” that will pay? Answer me please Or let’s just freeze We left for school late Headed for you violent date Packed with semis and automatics I hope this doesn’t end up tragic You walk in the cafe with no intention to eat I feel you put me down and slowly unzip I pray that this is only it Then I hear the shots and the screams too Why couldn’t you have just said I needed help Drew