I often ponder on the foundation you made for me.
Wondering how or why you could do such things.
Living a lie within a lie.
Over and over.
Till the wall you made came crumbling
Showing another.
Wasting countless nights and hours trying to understand.
But after leaving and learning
I’ve come to a conclusion.
I’m here to live.
Not for you to control.
There are still some nights where I’ve come to old habits.
Hours and hours of wishing
That I could gone back and told myself
It isn’t you
It was never you
Sometimes it’s just the person.