Ever wonder?
How it feels like
Crying out loud inside,
Yet, still wearing fake smiles?

Ever wonder?
How much it hurts
Pretend nothing happened
Yet, dying inside?

Ever wonder?
How difficult it is
Keeping the courage to face you
When I actually want to disappear from your sight?

Ever wonder?
How painful to bear
When you purposely ignore me
Yet, I still care?

Ever wonder?
How hard to hide my emotions
Whenever I hear Charlie Puth's song
"We don't talk anymore
Like we used to do..."?

Ever wonder?
How much I am broken inside
That I can lie the whole world I am happy and strong
Yet, unable to lie myself?

Ever wonder?
How much I have loved you
That when you are gone,
I feel I lost myself and my happiness?

Ever wonder?
That you are part of my life,
That I am no longer the same me which I used to be,
That I am helplessly and shamelessly thinking about you,
That I am constantly looking at my phone and wish you msg me,
That I am burning inside every moment I breathe

Ever wonder.....those feelings???