I seem to keep falling apart Constantly With each step I take I lose another piece of me The first to go my warmth Doesn’t matter how many layer of clothes I still feel cold And I can’t get it back Not that I try And I want someone to hurt me Break my heart You can’t I’ve lost my emotions Woke up And they were gone There’s no sadness to fuel any tears No anger to heat the hate I once held There’s no love to touch my heart Because I’ve lost my heart as well I’m as empty as a crab shell And if I had any confidence Maybe I would try and retrieve what I’ve lost If I turn around Pieces of me Laying on the ground But the worthlessness still clinging Convinced me there’s no point So I’ll just keep on walking Until every bit of me is gone
I don’t understand why we let life beat us so down to the point we’re willing to just throw any and everything away just because we don’t know how to handle it.. doesn’t matter if what we we’re losing makes us happy or special doesn’t matter if it’s love or joy.. doesn’t matter if it’s friendship we let it go because when we’re suffering we let it take ahold..