Looking into this mirror picking out the things I hate about myself when I should be loving myself Feeling so tired of having no energy when it's my negativity stealing my joy from me I don't want to waste another day thinking I don't matter when in fact I matter I don't want to waste another morning thinking I'm not pretty when in fact I'm pretty
Sitting next to a man he's so gorgeous and those eyes I can stare into them for eternity I'd like to kiss him and ask him out for a coffee but I worry I'm not good enough to be with a man like him I complain that I'm lonely but I don't take the chance to let someone in and let them love me unconditionally I don't want to waste another day thinking I don't matter when in fact I matter I don't want to waste another day thinking I'm not good enough for anyone when in fact I'm more than good enough
Lying in my bed at night thinking of the scars I made on my skin feeling ashamed for some choices that I made in my past At the same time though those choices I made paved the way for me to become a better me I never give myself credit for overcoming demons I thought would one day **** me I'm so quick to bash myself but I never love myself and that's gotta change because I can't love anyone else unless I can love myself too I don't want to waste another day thinking I don't matter when in fact I matter I don't want to waste another day thinking I'm some mistake when I'm here for a reason
I don't want to waste away my life giving into negativity and self hate when I deserve way more than that I don't want to waste another day thinking I don't matter when in fact I matter
Don't you dare spend another day thinking you don't matter because you matter You more than matter You are loved
WRITTEN BY: Amanda Michelle Sanders WRITTEN ON: July. 2, 2018 Monday 7:37 PM