choosing you was one way of leaving you
leaving you was two ways to fall
falling to forget those time when we laugh
forget about falling
if i  wasn’t able  to catch
wishing for the world to fall down on me
saying forgiveness was just a dream

forging your name on my scars
if jumping wasn’t enough to blame the sidelines
waking up hearing you in my mind
Was enough to read in our times
killing me inside felt two worlds apart

knowing your not here  tore my feelings
adjusting to my feet that its stand still and never depart
falling to forget was never the goal
its was being there for and coming up a plan
saying you miss me was my everyday la la land

without it , it came like a dead end
ending like it was dead
wishing you beside my bed
feeling like your inside my head

holding you there ,
feels likes a million pieces waiting to be said
but hearing it was falling into shreds

knowing your words melts into my head waiting to come back
like no one had.