break up with him/her you deserve better move out Get a job smile everything will be okay a bad day isn't a bad life college isn't forever you can't make people care you only control you're happiness so make it count go out and get what you're worth leave the past in the past, you can't change what happened but you can change the outcome of the future not everything is meant to be saying you can't has already defeated you in the beginning you either get bitter or get better the choice is not up to fate, It belongs to you