Save me. Save me from the place inside of me that Loathes my existence.
help, it is pulling me down. Dragging me deeper into to this dark cold place full of everything i hate. like you, and me. i hate You more than anything on the face of this planet, well except for me.
i hate me hate me more than a mother hates the murderer of Her own Child.
this Calamitous pit inside me like a Rabbit's hole i can Never escape, no matter how i scratch at the sides until my fingers bleed.
there is a lot of blood in this place. It's the poison inside of me, the reason why i breathe in short, wispy breaths. It's got to be the answer. i've got to get the poison out.
i dig and dig. dig, dig, dig, dig and not once do i cry of pain.
i dig and dig. deeper and deeper. the Hot Malicious wine of my pain flows all around me and the world turns grey as my head begins to spin. i hear You. i know how much You hate me.
LEAVE ME ALONE GOD ******
the only colour i see now is the deep red of a rose as i clench my hands tighter around the thorns and then Drip.
Drip.
The sound of my own breath shocks me. i lay at the bottom of the bottomless cistern inside of my soul. the air in my lungs hissing, as i lay there broken. Vulnerable. in a pool of my own sorrow, thick and dark. You have left me to die.
You were the only one i let into this place You pushed me down. You killed me
please Someone help before the rasp in my chest completely fades.
i just threw this one together. also, i have this thing for grammar where i just make it up as i go. i never capitalize "i", because i am not important.