Unpredictable.
Heart pounding.
Blurry vision.
Numb.
10,000 thoughts all at once.
Checking up on everyone you care about, because you feel something bad is going to happen.
Feeling trapped.
Blank emotion.
Not thinking of the future,because you don't see yourself there,
Wishing people would stop asking that.
Fear.
Mind full of chaos.
A heavy rope coiled on top of your chest,
You can't breath,
Knot after knot,
Wishing you could pull yourself up from the hole you are in,
But knowing your arms are uncooked spaghetti noodles, not able to pull you to safety.