He told me: I want to change you, without so many words. without the abrasiveness of so many words. let me do your eyebrows, he told me, what's wrong with them I asked: they need an improvement, he told me. ' Hold my hand, Give me a kiss, I was about to touch your ****, but I held back some self - control' until his head rested on my breast without my permission. All of this seems signs of something I have already experienced: a continuation of the same old play whose lead role never changes.