i wish you were a poem, one i could write my way out of. chained up in your words, how do i break free of your love? will i ever find myself or will i stay lost in all you've made me. boy i was heaven in your hell, i was everything you needed to be.
mr. distant lover, why you stray so far away? left me here at war with all the things you failed to say. i don't need your love. but, my love you needed me; you needed me to need you, you needed someone to see the world through.
i'm feeling so alone & i'm wondering what will it take, for me to feel at home in this space i cant escape. why am i still lost in all that you have made me? you turned my heaven into hell. i'm here with no one to save me. i will get up & i will find my way. down in your love is where i cannot stay. its my time to rise, like the sun that shines my way. down for your love is where i cannot stay. it is your love that keeps me so far away.