I can focus but it's rarely on the right thing. There was a fan on before I wrote this but it took more effort to ignore it then turn it off. There's to much attention on one thing or never enough on anything. A single point can become my whole world, my whole world nothing but a singular point of interest. Time will fly by as I'm stuck in a stand still until something draws me back, My focus back. I can focus, but it's never on what I truly want. I set out to enjoy but end up fixating. The flicker of lights. The calling of a bird. Rarely what is before me. I can focus, but it takes a day. It is drawn and cut short in irreversible ways as the pattern continues in undefined rhymes, And I should know. Because I can focus.