Been down been out tired of going with All the sacrifice was a huge waste of time Gave up in what was mine I'll never get it back Just want to be me not act like you My beliefs maybe different they wont treat me the same I hide who I am so I can be accepted even though part of me is rejected Trying to figure out a way that works I fel and hit rock bottom don't want to be here anymore Thought about pursuing the girl but fear her thinking less of me Went after the job and it did not happen