Yesterday I blew up,
an atomic bomb set from my lips.
Beginning with isolation,
followed by ignoring the one.
Flustered added into aggravation,
unkind words pulsed with unneeded actions.
Sending fear into the eyes around,
stricken by sadness after.
In a split moment I sent bliss into disaster.
Months upon hours of containment.
Leading to the loss of control.
Ultimately destroying everything I've wanted in my life.
I'm cast upon a shadow of my own guilt.
Decimated is my happiness.
I'm sorry.