I no longer slip Get back up quick. I no longer relapse Able to get back on track. I Used to feel scared I wouldn’t really dare. I used to see sunlight Now I don’t see any shine.. Sobriety Means so much to me. It meant, It no longer Does. Recovering Is Important. It was, I no longer See that . A life without drugs is what i want. That life is far from being visible. I’m motivated to change. To overcome all of this . I’m unmotivated now Following tons of depression. I’ve been battling this war For ohh soo long. I was Close to Victory. Few feet away from Being set free. few inches From feeling truly committed to end this disease.
I was close , now I’m far. I was Miles Away Now I’m Seconds from going back to my old ways .