I am nothing
I offer nothing
I feel squeezed
And slapped
I try to pop the lid open
Gasping for air
Desperate for the slightest bit of relief
I am breathless
I listen
I hear nothing
Mind numbing
Pointless harmful words
Nothing
I hear screaming
Over and over
It's nothing
I'm scared to make such a drastic change  
But I can't just do....
Nothing
I'm so terrified of
Something
Of being something
My daughter deserves something