I don’t know what’s real anymore
I don’t know what I enjoy
Or what I’ve pretended to like to please
I don’t know who I am
Or the mask I put on to hide myself
I don’t know who cares
Or who is pretending and manipulating my mind
I don’t know
And it’s terrifying
I can’t tell the difference between reality and lies
I don’t know who speaks the truth
Who can I trust
When my mind is filled with paranoia and doubts
I don’t know