The next time I come see you I want to read to you. Like you always used to read to me before turning out the lights. For every time I wouldn't hold your hand, I want to hold it twice as long now. When the blankets slide down too far I want to put them back on you. If your pillows fall flat I want to fluff them for you. When you cry I want to be there with a fresh tissue for each tear. I want to quit my job and be there next to the bed with you. I want to ask you what I should do when my world is falling. I want to do everything you do, and be just like you. I want to laugh. I want to hear you laugh. I want to read to you,
forever.
I want to be as proud of myself as you are of me. I love you.