sometimes i am 17, 18, 19, 20 again begging a boy to love me back i'm so cynical now in every moment that i happen to forget my age 21 almost 22 i don't beg anymore. i don't wait on anyone. i love very hard and get loved hard back, it's something out of a daydream i guess i just thought i'd never have to be 17, 18, 19, 20 again in my head i thought maybe i wouldn't be empty or sad any night i am 21 and getting loved in return