I am not so pretty as you think you know
broken inside, lonely and lost
I am unsure of what it is I really am
when is it I last did grow
and when the ugliness you truly come across
will you be as a lion to a lamb
Ah, alas I do want to be all that
all that which is so beautiful
so torn up I have been
can I achieve these dreams such a road how do I arrive at
these thoughts give light to an epic struggle
If you can give me the answer then please do by all means
Who am I?