Feeling so depressed
What’s there to live for
My Bf is never here
When I seek a hug and comfort.

What’s there to change for ?
I’m no one important
My tears are meaningless
My emotions are always avoided
Ignored and forgotten.

I’m so hopeless
Nobody has made feel worth it.
I cry all the time .
Of how many broken promises
Endless lies
Being betrayed all the time .

It hurts so much
I can no longer express.
Every time i open up
I’m told to shut the **** up.

I’m in pain
I’m not allowed to feel
Feelings that Are breaking me
He tells me to not speak
To shush
I cry , I hold them in
They fall still
Then he his voice gets stronger
In anger
To just shake me and throw me.

I’m so idk anymore
It doesn’t make anymore
He doesn’t care and he’s shown it through out our entire relationship
I can’t go like this any longer
I don’t care about this world or living