At times I wonder if you are stable and how you are able. You lay in the bed for what seems like days on end without food or water to begin In the deepest part of your sleep, you let out a howling wail I can only resemble as a boy in heat When I come up to check on you, like any crazy human you'll either shoo me away or rub my head so true After you hibernate in numbers, the amount of milk you consume would put me in a diabetic overdose slumber [to be welcomed] When you go to the room where waters pour from the ceiling and *** in a bowl of water that looks refreshing and appealing That's when out comes the dragon, throat roaring, bloodshot vision, blowing smoke like a continuous cannon And you'll stand and stare at the mirror, this you can't hide I've been with you a long time here Not looking at yourself or your grooming, you look at what you've become and why you can't bury six-deep this glooming And truthfully, I get it. The solitude, the independence, the struggle to live alone, when you leave every morning and return at dark After having many companions around and now not. I'm the last cat standing as well, I get it The desire to be nurtured and massaged only to be shoo'd away more than half the time To eat the same foods day in and day out Have a growth of hair breed on your face and body and scratch the itch feed that need, only to wake up everyday looking like yesterday, I get it friend We have an innate nature to feel our peculiarities are alienated, but our similarities are there and that can not be denied or debated.