That inexplicable fluttering in the stomach a feeling in the air almost like held breath if you keep still and silent you can almost hear something coming not music not voices but a silent tension that heralds and i feel if i wait long enough something exciting is going to happen to me any second now if i can just keep still and quiet enough... although what i expect to happen at my age i don't know it happens at the begining of every summer and I feel a girl again full of breathless inexplicable excitment where you know anything can happen and will...
not sure I've managed to explain what I'm trying to, perhaps others know what I mean anyway despite the poem not being particulary good, do you ever get that feeling? at the begining of summer where you feel a teenager again almost holding your breath waiting for something magic you know will arrive if you can just keep still and be open