Dear 2020,
How are you? I am currently at Old Vineyard. I hope I will be here for a while... I do not think I will be ready to go home anytime soon, to be honest, and I also think about suicide a lot. I'm thinking I will probably go home earlier than I think I should. Of course, there is Harley's boarding school, but it is still school and it is still stressful. Of course, it is stressful even here. I'm stressed every day, all the time, no matter where I am. And it's depressing, especially when people talk about suicide and self-harm. There's an aura of hopelessness here... But why?

Love Always,
                        Hollin