Keep telling myself I am fine,
But honestly I know
That I am losing my mind.
Struck with obsession,
One thing in my head,
Must not have learned my lesson.
Reaching for normalcy,
Striving for sane,
But I know that
I am not okay.
It is a pain in my heart
That just won’t go away,
A wish in the air that
Will never fade.
He is all that I am not,
Everything I want,
But he will never be mine,
He will never be caught.