I’m a person; whilst riding the bicycle of my dreams; Floating and drowning in a deep blue ocean; I cannot breathe; My words don’t mean a thing to people who do not speak; I’m not an eloquent speaker; I mostly find a way to escape; I do not want to face people; Palm by palm as I sweat fear; Are these thoughts too personal? A question slightly beheading me; Are these thoughts a legend, perhaps a theory; A paradise lost; I, I want to become a poet; I’m a colorful; grey person; I do not share and intend to laugh with people; But I inhibit people’s life; I shred myself to empower their thoughts; I do not sound worthy; My thoughts are too poisonous; I might die; I soon become the air I breathe; I’m strangled by my own demons; I’m too vague; I stand at the pit of my insanity; Dreaming of violence once created by me; These rambling words; Goes on and on; But these words are not yours