Wake up thankful asking why me I want it but worried it hasn't happened yet Hard to forget don't want to live with regret Trying to find a way to make it Don't want to fake it can't take it anymore We use to be close now we aren't close anymore I don't want to mess up or ***** things up Only a matter of time till it happens Hard to settle when I deserve better Been taking what I can get even if it's no much or what I want Looking out the window and this cold breeze Use to family giving the 3rd degree Just want to be set free be me not what you made me out to be