I’m never out.
I’m sitting on the bench.
Enjoying the breeze.

Yes Again.
He’s gone M.i.a.
My minds Pacing .
Frustration is currently running.

My mind had dead ends.
Negative thoughts just bouncing & they’ll never stop.

I’m urging .
To Do anything
Go anywhere
Visit random places.
I’m so angry.

Nothing I can do.
Just sit & Wonder.
Overwhelm & stress my head.

As much as I know
He’s gone somewhere away from home with Friends.

I’m outside .
Every loud Roar
I feel it’s him.
My hopes are Still high
That he’ll pull in.

I’m really hurt.
So tired of disappointment.
I’m really upset.
Always Looking on the brighter side Knowing it will soon darken.

I don’t deserve this.
Why Do I go through it :(