A fun day
the four of us
a couple
and us
two strangers
sitting on the couch
a controller shared between us
the echoes of our laughter
bounce off those four walls
your shoulder leans against me
my stomach drops
with eyes wide as saucers i look at you
a relaxed smile
warm brown eyes
    What is this?
       I don't want to feel this
         My heart is running a mile a minute
           The lies of ex lovers circles through my head
         Deep breath in
        This is nothing, i feel nothing