It isn't just her. It's always been me. They've always been prettier. Had more of a pleasant appeal. Each single one has been called "the it girl" while I sit here wondering when it will be me. It'll never be me. My mentality is so sad, which is exactly why it shall never be me. Always a bridesmaid never a bride, thats what they say. Always jealous and depressed never going to be the one getting all the press. I wish I could but for some reason I just can't seem to change me.