I wish you'd know what goes on in my mind. I wish you'd know that I'm not happy. I wish you'd know that I live in the dark. I wish you'd know that I wear a mask. I wish you'd know that I cut myself. I wish you'd know that I want to **** myself. I wish you'd know that I hate myself. I wish you'd know that I'm ****** at myself. I wish you'd know that I was abused. I wish you'd know that I'm not afraid to die. I wish you'd know that I'm afraid to talk. I wish you'd know that my life depends on pride and strength. I wish you'd know that I will prove you wrong. I wish you'd know that I wish I were dead. I wish you'd know that I feel so worthless and useless. I wish you'd know that I'm struggling. I wish you'd know that I'm going mentally insane. I wish you'd know that I'm dying. I wish you'd know that I'm torturing myself. I wish you'd know that I have anxiety and depression. I wish you'd know that my silence is not isolation. I wish you'd know that I'm broken and bound. I wish you'd know that I just want you to listen. I wish you'd know that I'm not good/okay/fine. I wish you'd know that I just want a friend who'll be there.