i tried to breathe without by my side. although we weren't conjoined at the hip and you didn't know what my favorite color was, we were a part of each other. i can still see your eyes turning into half moons, and i still remember the way you laughed and your mannerisms. you're in everything i do, in everything i say. i try to breathe without you but it hurts too much and i've come to the conclusion that i can't breathe without you.