I AM SUCH AN ABSOLUTE BURDEN TO THOSE WHO WILLINGLY CARRY ME ATOP THEIR SHOULDERS, I ADORE YOU BEYOND ALL BELIEF FOR YOUR SELFLESSNESS, AND ALL ENCOMPASSING STRENGTH I KNOW I REQUIRE SO MUCH AND I KNOW THAT IT ISN'T EASY SO THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME NONETHELESS I OWE YOU THE WHOLE WORLD AND ONLY GOD CAN STOP ME FROM TRYING TO RETRIEVE IT