Sometimes I feel that people leave me, move on to a better version
Sometimes I feel that I leave people, now those reasons I’m not certain
I have a binder of excuses, but deep down I know their untrue
Maybe I’m just useless, and a mirror is where I can find the truth

These waves of sadness start as innocent swells
It just takes one little moment, for me to feel this unwell
Could be a bird chirping that reminds me of youth
Then I’m down to my knees, never thought I could feel this blue

Not a main character in this plot, trapped in the background usually
I’ve become all those things I’m not, I miss the way I used to be
This mindset traps me I get caught, but I don’t care truthfully
Starting to feel alone on this dot, but I take solace that it’s blue like me