The times I stop myself from trying. The times I wanted to let fingers fly. The times I consoled myself after crying. The times I asked the question "why".
I love you baby!!...with my whole heart. Wish it was the situation! !...where I could say that.
Holding your hand...I'd pull you down. Keeping you close....straddling your lap. Looking into your eyes...no needs for words. Breathing your scent in...then slowly closing the gap.
You were here...can still feel it. I closed my eyes...can still taste it. Never my intention. ..to let you go. Didn't gave me a choice...you wanted through .
Standing at very point you left. Knowing you won't be back. You and me and possibilities. . Oh ! how I wish....I wish it was.