i find myself staring again
this time though
i'm trying to pick something
i don't like about you
your hair?
how i used to run
my fingers through it
while you looked up at me
with happiness in your eyes?
no.
your smile?
the one that makes
my whole heart light up?
no.
your hands?
the ones i used to hold
so tightly, like i'd never let go?
no.
i find myself loving you more
though i thought it was impossible
my heart breaks
and i come back to reality
i am not yours anymore