Biggest fear about being seen is that not only will my light shine my darkness too will penertrate through. Living in community where I am looked to scares me Not a way to hide a bad day With tear streked checks there is no dening the crying And to carry on is the only option Depths of being not wanted to be shown are there on display No escaping to a house alone Here we meditate, eat, work, dance, sing, share everything together. There can be no hiding of ones self from anyone On display Constantly Expectations push down my feelings of freedom Am I a butterfly ready to emerge or am I being buried under? It appears to be able to go either way No one ever said transformation was easy