i want to feel pink and in love, i want to drink tea and watch the rain tumble down my window, i want to feel the cool breeze and my baby hairs go flying, i want to write poetry and feel good, i want to write for others and for myself, i want to be heard yet not too much, i want to feel free but not too much, i want to travel the world and be an artist and walk on wet rocks barefoot and sleep on bamboo-mat floors and climb mountains and i do not want to do my homework.