One last trip is all I could ask for. I want my giggles to turn my insides out. Watching my cigarette melt while you look at me and smile. Yet, I'm too busy in my own world to notice the beauty I possess. The walls move along to the beat of my heart. I can hear the drums in my chest. They're watching my every move. Kisses making my neck melt into you. I ask for one last trip. One last trip before my final destination arrives. Suddenly a road that is leading somewhere. I remember the flashing lights and the screams. My giggles turned into cries. I shouldn't of left. Alone for hours screaming inside. I tried. Scars that I can't erase. I realized.. I died.