Please
Can you hear me?
Nausea        Dizziness
Vommiting       Pain
Uncontrollable weeping
Episodes of sub-psychotic rage
Sometimes she just
Walks around
Pacing helplessly.
It's like every
Single
Night
She's dying
More than she is.
Laughing
Screeching
After
Crying.
But worst of all
Is the way she screams.
The doctors
They all say
She'll be alright.
Her     therapist
Told me it's
'just a phase.'
They haven't heard
What I've heard...

Amnesia?
Something like that
---I hope---

Every night
She forgets.
She forgets who she is.
Her personality.
How beautifully she sings.
Even her name...
How to pronounce it sometimes.
Even how to
Speak english
Even if I talk to her.

Some nights
She screams so loudly...
It isn't hard to doubt
That
She
Might
Even
Forget
That
She's
Human.

Or maybe how
To be human.

But there
Is one thing
She doesn't forget
Night by night----

'How could I forget?'
She whispered,
Sometimes she's scream

'Countless cuts'
She tells me.
So deep
They start
To become
Their own
Lips...

And
The
Lips
Start
Whispering
Unspeakable darkness---

Of course
I could never
Understand her.

She tells me
The only thing
Colder than 'his' knives
Was 'his' voice.

Or at least I believe
It is a 'he'

There were
Some names
She did manage
To recall

Hades         Death
Satan     Asmodeus     Lucifer
Reaper        Devil

I
Don't
Know
What
She
Means

It's being harder
And harder
To talk to her
At night

I disposed of all the knives
And sharp objects
In the house already
And I'm still afraid

The doctors and therapists
They can all pretend
Like nothing is wrong

But please...
Her screams are getting louder every night.