The cold wind of the night blows soothingly As I light my ciggarettes Burning away my life as well The thoughts of the past came back to me Like a VHS tape complete with the date and time Plays back the time when I was able to feel Back when you were there The smile, The laugh, The silly jokes Those were the good times You left without notice My heart ran away with you I don't even feel anything The world is just numb I'd like to thank you for it I've fallen into the dark abyss of numbness And I like it As I was finishing my thought My ciggarette burnt out