All I ever wanted was love and acceptance
But all people see is hate and Imperfections
Why is it that I feel like I can never be me
Until I finally pull the trigger so im finally free.
There is so much darkness and confusion that plays in my mind
So with the barrel to my head I will ask god for a sign
A sign to tell me “Ty don’t pull that trigger”
Or “Ty I have something planned for you its just much bigger…”
“…than you could ever possibly understand”
But I need to know for nothing is organize so I need some sort of plan.
Everything In my life is in chaos Ive given it my best
I don’t have time for anything else for all I do is stress.
Time's run out tell my boys that I apologize for my sins
For I was the underdog in this game called life so there is no way I can win.

Just Ty-