Dark dark dark
    Melt my brain away
           I don't want to think
                   I don't even want to

                                                               feel

I want to be numb
   I want to be completely
      Drained of all colour and light
            Let me be empty



I want to be a husk of a human
    The only thing to warm me, a whiskey neat
         I want my blood to run like ice
             And my heart to stop




I want to know how it feels to well and truly
                          hit rock bottom



I want you to stop trying to fix me
     I am broken
         And who the hell cares
                 Just go live your happiness



I'll be here still, strummin my guitar