Im afraid my head will never stop spinning
Spinning 
Like a merry go round of what ifs 
Only faster
Like the tea cups we used to ride as kids
But less exciting
Because I cant feel
only fear
Because theres no safety bar
And wait
I never waited in line 
How am I here
Spinning 
Let me off 
I cant see
Only spinning
But wait
How am I here
Its the merry go round
Spinning slowly
You're okay
Its not a ride
You're in bed

Its your head
You're okay