I let her in
I knew
I don’t know why I continued.
Actually I do .

She knocked
She never stopped
She pushed herself through .

She’s strong
She’s trouble
She’s Unstoppable

I let her in
I held a strong fight
I tried my best to keep her away
I got tied
I gave in

Now it’s time
Now I decide
Now it’s a good bye
To my family & Loves

I fight & win
Selfish, time for myself
Activities that will distance
Many around me .

I leave
Lock me in 4 walls
See no sun & lose my mind to detox for a long time .

I give in
Beats me to sin
Lose my life to it .


Which road will I flow
How much power remains .
My loves must remember
I love them but I must love me first to get away from this horrible
******* curse