When I met her, all she did was draw. What I thought was creativity, was a message. A plea for help, an outlet. Her telling us she wasn't okay.
When I grew to know her, she seemed pessimistic. What I though was overthinking, was seeing the truth. Not pessimistic, realistic. Her telling us she wasn't okay. Her telling me, I was blind.
Now, I am scared to admit I don't know Her favorite words to tell me are "**** me" Her sense of humor isn't the brightest, this might be a joke. It might not be. It might be another plea I am blind to see.
In this ocean of emotion, only one thing is clear to me. I don't want to let her climb that tree, I want to give her some time, help her off this ledge I see Let her think this through one more time, Share it with her family, get some help, but then, she just might slip free.