I sat on the tile of my bathroom floor Like I have many times before A safe place to be at my utmost vulnerable And I just cried a bit.
I cried a bit, I let it all Every ounce of it flash through my mind And it was such a relief To have you be kind and cool And not read too deeply into my fears My sensitivity.
You are young You are lively You speak in a high, energetic, impulsive way I like it best when you worship me I straighten my posture I aim my eyes evenly Sweating in and out of yoga poses Grounding myself in my work My friendships My health.
I'm not sure what it is that you want It's so much easier at the beginning When I get to that drunken place Where I speak in a lower pitch Swaying a little bit back and forth In my heels My lips and eyes dark, mysterious So cool, such a chill *****
But I can't be her all the time.
Side by side we played video games I'm competitive I think you probably are too.
I wasn't sure I'd end up liking you Your skin buttery on top of mine I feel clean and refreshed after you Give yourself to me. A first.
Sleep It's time for sleep To hit the pavement Make money And rest.